When the light seems off and the worlds seems to be a failure
Your heart crumbles and tears starts to pool
When you feel lonely and no one to talk
When media becomes your solitude
She is there rooting for you
But it does not feel enough
You start wondering every piece of decisions made in life
If a thing changed, what the dominos would looks like
It's the state. A state of mind
A condition..
It will pass
But it is hurt
Well i have to admit, i have been missing to write here for a while. And reasons will always flow like the nile river. But hey, this will always be the place for me to pour out all my hidden emotions, everything that i want to get out of my system without anybody knows. Like for example, my 2019 resolution (yup, without the "s").
So as always, my insta story has been flooded by all of my friends 2019 new year new me resolutions all around. And i have to be honest it nakes me think on what mines are. But i am more to the impulsive guy and just always trying to make everything the best i can, which translated as no new year resolutions. At least that is what my usual new year tradition.
Until just now after i finished some night hangout rounds with my friends and they got me realized how much they meant to me and how much i want to try to retain this friendship in 2019. They are the type of friends who i can rely on, the type that kept me together through my darkest time, and understand me, received me with just who i am. That made me has a new new year's resolution to kept this togetherness all the relationship we built and keep building it on for the next years ahead. Although lots of things had, has been, and will change like marriages, works, and stuff, but if i can create solutions to most of company's problem across the industry, i guess this will be my new challenges for the upcoming year.
Last words, Happy new year to anyone who reads my blog (if there is any though). I hope all the best to you, remember to always choose who you want to be with and be happy. That's all that matter.
It's the name of my blog and the reason was very simple as this blog was made during my time in chongqing, the mountain city. But after ...
